Damaged as HSP with dissociation

My current therapy releases the repressed feelings and emotions of my childhood again. As a result, my mind is occasionally temporarily disturbed. Another consequence is that I am more busy with my feelings and emotions. As HSP, I feel severely damaged mentally and physically. This is a logical consequence of the presence of the mental disorders PTSD, (open and hidden) narcissism, codependency, gaslighting (cunning manipulation technique of hidden narcissism) and TPS, in the family in which I grew up. Now that I am 63 years old and making progress with my therapy, I realize that many people can have mental illnesses, without anyone noticing. I also realize that no one is 100% mentally and physically healthy. After all, no one is perfect. My current therapy increases my human knowledge and my psychological knowledge. Due to the prolonged stress period in my youth, I can now have brain damage to a certain extent. But as HSS, I continue to try and experience, when I meet people. I cannot avoid experiences, because I cannot stop life. I now am processing old negative experiences, and new experiences are coming, which I will process later. That's life.